I held the knife so close to my heart. Like a foolish child I sat and I cried, Didn't realize what I had done, what I had tried. Tears mixed with blood, falling slowly to the ground. Covered in blood, pulled myself up, in tears scribed:
"To those who don't care, to those who can't see, Never Give up always thrive to be free." Didn't know how many people would later cry. "Tried to be free, yet I see this isn't the way."
Friend at the door, ran as fast as she could. Too weak to say I'm sorry, otherwise I would. In tears, looked at the blue sad day. When you come and see this pool of blood and me, This isn't the way my life was meant to be.
Your Ber Ber made the honor roll 3.14.. YAY
I'm gonna take her to Subway to celebrate!
Some guy said he wanted to buy the moon, I told him it wasn't for sale, that we'd looked into it.. What I should have said is that you already bought it for stpeh.. lol
I miss you alot, not a day goes by that I dont think about you. The girls miss you alot too. I know you will always be with us in spirit. Love you!!
(( hugs ))
~linda~
Linda: Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart. It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice calls me back like a wake up call. I've been looking for the answer.
Somewhere. I couldn't see that it was right there. But now I know what I didn't know
Ricky: Because you live and breathe
Linda: Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Ricky: Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Linda: It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again. Cuz of you, made it though every storm
Ricky: What is life, what's the use if your killed inside
Linda: I'm so glad I found an angel.
Someone. Who was there when all my hopes fell
Ricky: I wanna fly, looking in your eyes
Ricky: Because you live and breathe
Linda: Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Ricky: Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live
Ricky: Because you live there's a reason why
Linda: I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always
Ricky: Because you live and breathe
Linda: Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Ricky: Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Ricky: Because you live and breathe
Linda: Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Ricky♥
There's so much to say about you but not enough room to say it all, you were extremely amazing and a man with a huge heart.
I'm going to miss you SO much. You were always there for me, always made me feel special, you were always there right around the corner to talk to, when i needed you, you were always there. You were my best friend, i told you everything, things i wouldnt usually share with others, i trusted you and im grateful to be able to say that you where my friend, you were like a big brother to me. We're all going to miss you SOO much, Linda, Steph, Amber and I things will be so different without you. You're name will be engraved in our hearts till our last heart beat. You will never be forgotten.
Ricky.. I will miss you all the days of my life. You were one of my best friends. You were always here when I needed you most. My girls adorded you so much. I don't know why you were taken from us, you were so young. We saw in each other what no one else ever will. I truely love you from the bottom of my heart, for the rest of my life...
♥
~linda~
To Ricky's Family and Friends,
I am truely sorry for your loss. May God heal your pain and sorrow over time. Knowing him was a true blessing. He was always a friend to everyone. May he look down from heaven and keep us all safe from harm and protect us, all the days of our lives.

linda..from..the..mobI know you're here with us.
Your Ber Ber made the honor roll 3.14.. YAY
I'm gonna take her to Subway to celebrate!
Some guy said he wanted to buy the moon, I told him it wasn't for sale, that we'd looked into it.. What I should have said is that you already bought it for stpeh.. lol
Love you always!!
kisses-n-huggs!!
xoxox
~linda~
07:33 PM CST