I've watched the months pass as you've struggled to keep a love alive, and each time you proved you have the will to survive. you endure the pain that fights each night to surface and be shown, and through solitary confinement you've managed to keep your thoughts from being known. you've bound me in a way that makes it almost impossible to walk away, yet in your eyes I see more emotion than you are ever willing to say.
Passion, anger, fear, and love burn clear and steady beneath your eyes, and my heart will break again as fear and anger override your cries. I will on the side forever stand real and true, out of love you brought to me from a depth unknown to you. and I will watch as you struggle and no questions will be put fourth anymore, but you can not bring yourself to open one last remaining door.
As silent as the nights have passed my love for you has grown inside, from a depth that I am uncertain of you have bound my hands eternally by your side. and the love that remains within you is hidden with uncertainty and fear, and when the dawn breaks if you look you will find me forever standing near.

Penny Lamon

The Voices Whisper

Thoughts ovewhelm my dreams and nightmares
rip apart the day. Dawn brings vivid pictures
of the sights my mind records and over and
over they play. Though fear is a key every
day, it does not make up every move. Life has
been a gamble, there is much I have lost and
much more to prove. So much I would like to
hold on to as well as letting go. And the
path I walk along has multiple exits, which
way do I go. There is much I must learn to
make it on my own. There is so much that I
must discover, for love is not shown. In each
and every abscence of love there is pain to
be revealed. I coast along through the days
nothing short of being skilled. Flying within
the breeze whispers sound through my ears. As
dying thoughts spill upon my cheeks encased
in crystal tears. Nightfall brings voices and
they remind me about you. They warn me to be
cautious not to relent beneath you.

Penny S Lamon
Copyright ©2007 Penny Lamon

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Forsaken dreams

You held me in my dreams last night and for
that in life all others I would forsake,To
have you here by my side and it not be a
mistake. You are the one I will always love
and will haunt my dreams at night, There is
no other I would rather have,but second
choice is my right. If you will not come
back to me,please let me go in sleep, For
restlessness within the day that follows is
all you offer me to keep. You have my heart
You have my soul, my body and love await,
There is no ring upon my finger,I shall
remain in this state. I have exhausted all
avenues in my search to bring you near, I
will not stop until I find you and my love
will be here. Life has not been kind to me
and I'm told my heart is closed.My days are
filled with repetition and my movements
are posed. Somewhere you exsist,only I don't
know where,Let me in let me care.

Penny S Lamon
Copyright ©2007 Penny Lamon

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